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I've save a draft of my graduation entry. I decided not to post now.
Anyway, these few days...i have doubts with my SS and history. I've been doing about 3 subjects everyday. It's part of my plan. But I forgot to include my maths. I've been reading SS n History, doing EL summary and sciences(chem n physics). My physics...I feel more confident than my chemistry. It has always been that way, even for prelim. But i ended up getting A2 for chemistry and B4 for physics. And Amaths, I've been doing it almost everyday from July to September. It's still not perfect.

I dunno what am I feeling now. I'm more like gay nowadays...being so concern and helping helping. I dont think i have any reason for doing so. Sometimes I just want to sleep. I just want my chemistry practical to end. I need time for SS. 2 weeks later is SS. I need to revise my Emaths and EL. I need to revise my Amaths and History. It's kinda fun..but a lil threatening. EL...I really need to make it. I need to get A for physics and Chem and maths. I really think so. I want A for comb human too. EL...i want a 3. Ms Tan told me once...I could stand a chance to get a 3. I hope she really mean it. I'm not planning to go JC, i'm just trying to show that it is never too much to handle.

Me and my proving shits. I should stop it. But I'm just too competitive. hais... and then, I realised something. I must always aim to complete more task than what i arrange for myself. I do more that way. :D
Hais...how I wish I am someone else who is sooooo normal like others.

posted by Mr. Cool @ 8:06 AM