Hi, I've not been blogging for such a long time. I was saddened by the animation cos' my childhood hero(a cartoon character died) cos' of an illness which cure is not known. Abt 8 years ago, he was so fast, alert, strong and cool. But when I went to watch the reflection director's cut, he was so weak and can't even catch a cooked fish thrown to him. But he always hv that smile.
Anyway, after the show, i conclude that no life will live happily ever...
Every one will eventually die. The only thing that they leave behind is their child/children which proves that they were once existed.
Working life..
I learn a lot. Abt the difficulties in work, i find myself difficult to be efficient. Very slow, did little work...
Physically, I m not tired. But when i get frustrated, i become mentally tired and that's when i stop smiling or just be quiet.
I also learn not to bad-mouthing others...it makes me feel bad abt myself too for giving others a bad impression abt the ppl i bad mouth.
I think I wanna change the way i blog. Reduce all these learning new stuffs n feelings and hv more of my everyday life story. Hmm...maybe next time :D Lazy now. Good nite.
12-15 Feb
12 FEB - The Drama
I spilt water to the customer. One of the glass drop on the floor. That was the second time I drop something...to THIS same customer. Her daughter was quite chio..but very quiet like robot. The first time I dropped a tobasco sos, and it broke also. Her daughter just sit there and stare. Now I drop a drink and broke a glass...guess what she did? Same. Just sit there and watch...=.=" I told them to change seat. The mother was weird too. I decided to give them discount, yet the mother say if it is deducted from my salary she don't want. Then even worse...after all I did, she give me tips before she left the restaurant. Weird customer...but chio daughter. lol.
13 FEB - The uncelebrated birthday
As usual, birthday...nothing special to do. So I went to work. At first I went to Clementi Woods to take the retain form. Then I was told that there's a second retainment after the posting of school result. So I guess I can decide to retain after 3 weeks. And then I wanna go Ngee Ann. But dunno how. Ask my colleagues they say take 184, 154. Okla...and then saw my colleague in the FOH alone. And I'm too lazy to go Ngee Ann by then. So I start work early. Birthday..just like any other ordinary day. But my mom is still the best present.
14 FEB - Valentines Day...:(
So many customers. And the table system was also changed and it made the situation haywire. Cos' I keyed in wrong tables =.="
Full house...and got ppl wanna go in. =.=" So scary. But with many staffs, things actually got into control..except for food serving and the different table system that make things complicated. =.=" Some customers are like fark. Join tables without telling us...and so I got confused. Some customers r considerate. One of my customer told me to relax. I guess my actions really show that I am stressed. lol. Customers kept calling me. It is fun to hv this much customers and also that much staffs. :D
The end of the day, I share one of the heart brownie with the other FOH staffs. Actually, I was too lazy to take it for myself but i did. Then I feel bad for not sharing it with the BOH(back of house) staffs. More like I'm too lazy to take for them. =.="
Manager let us hv two brownie shared among us. Then I took one only. Hais...bad me.
15 FEB - Whatever defence day
I reflected abt what i did last nite. I feel bad abt not taking the brownie cake for the BOH. And I find myself getting more 'action'/proud though I don't mean to do so. I mean the way I speak is like that...my tone la. And i find myself very selfish for not taking the brownie for the BOH and many more. It's not that I am selfish or proud, it's just that my actions(at least to me), make me look as tho i am. I guess I must learn to say things in a wiser manner and try to offer others stuffs..things like dat.
And this morning, i was disturb by my uncle loud music...damn...so irritating.
Like Ms Tan say..
I guess it's true. My EL is deteriorating.
Just like the expert say...u must continue to read no matter what. It seems like my full shifts r taking away my reading time. I discovered that my sentence structure is getting worse as days pass by.
Furthermore, tml is the result. My only concern is TIME. I dun think i hv much time to repeat. Already that I'm late for my personal development...I can't afford to hold it back anymore. If bad news were to outcome, then I guess a re-planning moment is needed.
I really wanna read.
One Down
Result is going to be released soon.
I find myself in a difficult situation. I will choose to repeat if my results sucks.
On the other hand, how I can improve them if I happen to repeat? I will continue to work. I will have to divide my time...
Anyway, I've already got the printing machine. I decided to get a cheaper one and it is without photo-printing feature. I guess I don't really need photo printing machine. So I just bought an HP-printer (scan, copy, print) 3-in-1.
I've using my savings to buy stuffs. Now I still left abt $10-15. I will only withdraw my salary when I get my third pay.
Mr. Cool
http://kevan.org/johari?name=mrcool
Do survey for me. :D
Sometimes I wonder. Why do I call myself cool?
I havent done anything to show that I'm cool. I only know tat i can do smth cool...but only I know, others would just think i'm crazy. Maybe it's true. Whatever. This is call mind-programming.
I am getting more vain. Well...not really. I just need to earn some respect or at least get treated in good way. I wanna build some muscles. I need someone to introduce to me a gym near my place.
I also find myself...unable to control my 'fun' mode. I can't control my strength. I can hurt ppl easily.
I find my baby photo so funny...cute oso. lol. HAHAHA...
I see many differences...I dont look the same.
Mr. Cool
http://kevan.org/johari?name=mrcool
Do survey for me. :D
Sometimes I wonder. Why do I call myself cool?
I havent done anything to show that I'm cool. I only know tat i can do smth cool...but only I know, others would just think i'm crazy. Maybe it's true. Whatever. This is call mind-programming.
I am getting more vain. Well...not really. I just need to earn some respect or at least get treated in good way. I wanna build some muscles. I need someone to introduce to me a gym near my place.
I also find myself...unable to control my 'fun' mode. I can't control my strength. I can hurt ppl easily.
I find my baby photo so funny...cute oso. lol. HAHAHA...
I see many differences...I dont look the same.
