Over...not yet

Like I say, Olvl is just one of my obstacles. Now I'll hv to go through my religious national examinations. =___=''
The problem is that...I've not touched anything.
I guess I will use the same approach as my Olvl. Except that...i need memorise more. +__+
I will reveal my other obstacles after this national exams.

OK, anyway...about Olvl.
My everyday routine during the Olvl periods n prelims, was to CC almost everyday...home, record voice notes. I hv my own schedule of wad to study and stuffs. It's tiring alright...but who cares? Other students in other sch heck abt tired n just wanna strive. So why should i complain?
Haha..okla. I admire the students from other schs. They dont care abt the cost of doin well for Olvl. (cost = tiredness, stress, place to study[quiet n peaceful])
Now about the papers..

ENGLISH
This was what I wrote after the paper(below)
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Before the papers, I was always thinking of getting A1. While waiting for the right time to enter the exam hall, I did my last revision of formats. I ate some biscuits. It was an unusual morning for me. I have chosen not to join my friends and instead, I went to the bench behind the canteen to do my revision.
As I walk to the exam hall, my heart was beating unusually fast. Undoubtedly, I was tensed. Every step i took, I kept telling myself this is the subject that will decide my fate and I must not repeat the mistakes that I've commited during prelims. By the time I got to my seat, I realised that my mind was filled with only my aims and realms of fancy. I wasn't ready to think of anything to write. I tried to get hold of myself.
When the paper starts, anxiety overwhelmed me. I was confused. "Dreams...?", "What can secondary schools do to ensure the health, well-beings and safety of their students?"...huh? "What can I write?"
I heard voices of my English teacher in my head. "Write what you think you can write.", "No, do not write this kind of question...", "No..if you can't write this kind of question, don't writeeee..."
Damn.
Those voices were killing me. I didn't know which question is suitable for my standard of English. It seems that none of them is for me. I was in dilemma. "Dreams or school?" I kept telling myself. "what can I write for dreams?" "what can I write for school?" "I must write simple stuffs..." "shit..."
I listed down the points for both questions. Yet, I think didn't know what to write. I tried writing for 'dreams', but I didn't know how to begin. It was the same for the other question. "why the hell am I experiencing writers block at this point of time?"
Even in that state of confusion, I continued writing...for both questions. I didn't know what I was writing. I couldn't think of the words to use. Whenever I got stuck thinking for the words, I answer the other question. By 8:30, I finally have decided fully to write about the school.
Knowing that my first page was full of nonsense, I tried to improve on my points in the second page. I was already demoralised. I wrote my composition with no pride. I know I lack of points. But I must distribute my time for section B. So I took no effort to elaborate fully.
By the time I start writing for section B, I was left with only 25 minutes. I've never written a report before. So I didn't know. I was further demoralised by that fact. I finished the whole thing at the nick of time.

I left the examination hall, feeling low of myself. Low spirited. I know what my fate is now...

retain.

With that in mind, I didn't care much for paper 2. Anyway, i always fail for paper 2. Paper 1 was already over and I did badly.
Therefore, I think I'll just use these remaining days to help my friends. I'm already doom. Everyone is going to blame me for this failure...hais...
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Amaths
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Well...they're actually easy, but i lack practice. I dunno matrices for paper 1. Then Paper 2, Either OR....blur. I cant see the isoceles triangle having a midpt x same value as point C. Paper 1, also dunno polymonial....i think lost at least 30 for both paper. Haven count careless mistake. =___=''
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Chemistry
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Dunno why the hell C.R.O is there(C.R.O is physics). Then...so many thinking qns and made me confuse. Like got new format. Mdm Fong told me...ppl in other sch oso say diff...yea..but some ppl say it's easy..arghh..
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Physics
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It would be an easier paper if I only read up the txtbook.
It's easy...so many theoretical qns. Which I dunnno how to put in words. So due to my weak language, i dunno how to explain properly. =___=''
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Emaths
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Very simple. Am i too contented or wad? Must not be so confident...
Since it's easy..the moderation would be high.
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Comb Humanities
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History, quite easy for structured...also not sure abt answer...cos' i use opinion and reason my way out.
I can't remember the effect of the casualties cost n losses. So i tried to reason out my way...by saying that the casualties led to the lost of lives of loved ones n friends and decrease in population. LON wanna stop this. Then costs of which britain n france hv taken resulted in their economic breakdown till hv to borrow from US. And lost of buildings n factories further worsen the economy.

Why i say the world war 1 cos' economic crisis...well cos' Jap economy problems was due to the wall street crash(wad the heck is that?) after world war 1. So i just roughly thought it must be due to the world war 1 that led to the great depression causing Japan's economy breakdown.


Social studies, alright la...soso.. I didnt finish 1 structured, and 2 source based whereas for history...i didnt finish 1 1 source-based. :D
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posted by Mr. Cool @ 2:16 AM