Money Face

I'm damn bored.
I've been trying to find a job.
unproductively.

Anyway, my N.E is over. :)
Now, I will have to find a way to survive.
I believe not many of my friends know that I've been saving money in my secondary school days. My primary intention was to buy a laptop. But due to some days of which I didn't get allowance and also due to the fact that I used some savings to eat when I study in CC, I'm not able to save enough money to buy. In addition, currently, I need to use money to pay for my transports when hunting for jobs.

If this savings is used up, I will have difficulties in find jobs. Not only that, even my mom n uncle often lend money from me. Thus, everyone under one roof will face difficulties.

On Monday, I went to buy eggs, bread and milk. haha...it was for anyone in the house to consume. I feel stupid. Why am I doing all this? I don't know what am I talking either. I just feel that it's not worth it. My uncle never saves and instead keep buying junks to decorate his Hi-Fi. Then he lend money from me...I wonder where did his salary go to. I know I shouldn't be saying this in my blog, but I just wanna voice it out. I will delete certain paragraph in this post later. I hate to be seen by him that it's good that I have a job. I mean it's like duhz! I hate the idea that he will think i can provide financial help for him too! My aim is to save $5000 for myself! I need to buy laptop, HP, my be-myself-clothings and develop my interest(Vocal and ninjitsu etc). I hope to get that $5000 from working and maybe combined with my savings.

Currently, I'm trying to not only find jobs but to also enter competition hoping to win some cash prizes and maybe Ipod or video games....haha...I want some games too. But I guess it's not important for now. Wait till got extra money.

posted by Mr. Cool @ 12:52 AM