Sick and tired of my life

I've been trying to be positive and lie to myself on the good points. Whatever it is, the fact that my life sucks is something I am unable to change. I wanna quit. I wanna hv my own freedom. I just wanna be myself.

Anyway...I played very hard on Tuesday night in my uncle's house. We played PS2 for abt 12-16 hours? We played from tuesday night till afternoon at 12pm on wednesday. Then we slept till 6pm in the evening...almost at the same time. lol. I wanted to lend his weights...but he has to leave for work already. So I hold on to my demand. Next time can lar.

Then I went to courts to buy a LCD monitor. NEC brand. $100. =.=" cheap huh? I set up myself at home. Something come to my mind. The monitor takes little space. :D Then I feel that maybe I should tidy my stuffs. I wanna make things look neat.

And today, I got myself an hp. 6280. Got it for free. lol. Then I bought the casing...what do u call that? Next, I went to BATA, bought a pair of shoes. I was thinking of buying a black one but I decided to change taste. I chose something else. Even my hp is black. I am really turning back into goth. That's why I wanna change. Furthermore...today I wore ALL black. Shoes black, wrist watch black, shirt black, bottoms black, bag black.....EVEN my UNDERGARMENT is black!! LOL!! I saw a girl wearing a fuchsia top and green skirt, looking so cute in those. haha. Eh eh..i only say cute ok. She's with another girl wearing kinda formal tops and longer skirt. Looks nice too.

posted by Mr. Cool @ 6:21 AM